The last couple of days I've felt pretty good. In fact I feel as if I'm getting some energy back! - I'm a long long way from being back to normal, but by 'eck it feels good.
I'm still looking over my metaphorical shoulder tho. Wondering when it'll all disappear back into tears and snotters. I've had too many frustrating disappointments the past 6 months, hope, then spirits dashed against the rocks over and over again. I'll remain cynical, for now.